Resultism

Still hoping for the next episode of the story,

Some would say “Try not to leave any regret afterwards so make it now”

But what if you do it, desperately, but still yet to get it done?

Sense of pain would exist once you get into it, or might say, it is the B-side of the LOVE.

LOVE and PAIN just like the sibling.

Ironically when you speak out what happen on yourself it just comes to like a junk.

The power you generated, the strength of the desire,

It might not linked to the future ‘Certain’ Happiness, but all those efforts would come to nothing if you fail to make it come true.

I must say the steps I’ve taken might not always ‘Right’.

And I would feel extremely exhausted while someone being picky telling you ‘You haven’t made the step A completely perfect; still not good enough in Step Q’…

As an outside analyst they can completely ‘Rationally’ breakdown every step you have done; but doesn’t need to do it on his/her own.

Ironical.

Most of them just done from Step A to C, or just skipped to some other steps like from A straight jumped to G,H,I…

So freaking disgusting. Resultism.

“I just want to help you to do it better next time.”

I don’t need that sort of so-called ‘Help’. That sort of totally zero-empathy help.

We are human, rather than machine.

We are not only born to solve the problems ahead.

Love, love, love…Love, love, love. Love, love, love…..

Or the opinion above is just my fantasy towards the world. I’m not saying ‘Problem-solved’ orientation is ‘wrong’.

But I would say---I am so vulnerable that I would die if living in this logic.